hey there....

...about

markellhe/they boyflux
24 (June 26, 1999)
cancer/infp-t
poc
#realchiller

-manga panel from 'Goodbye Eri' by Tatsuki Fujimoto

...my late best friend logan

dear Logan, we go back since daycare. i'll never forget that day we met, i was just carelessly drawing and keeping to myself like i always do. cars the disney movie just came out and i was a big fan, i was drawing lightning mcqueen when i hear a voice come from behind me "WOW! thats really good! how are you this good at drawing?!" it was Logan mesmerized by my mcqueen drawing haha. i decided to give him that drawing the same day and that one encounter began the best friendship i ever had. you were and still are my brother by spirit. that'll never change, i'll always cherish the memories we made together, man we made so so many. and our spontaneous photoshoot days, the day we met eachother again in middle school after we finished elementary at 2 different schools. that story was hilarious too or the time we decided to become real gamers and pick up the dark souls series. that summer grinding that game was one of my favorite memories in my whole life. we became the biggest dark souls fans. ill always cherish that game even more than i already did. the trips we took to denver, the short time we were roommates. so many memories bro i could keep listing them for days and i wouldn't get tired. i hope youre at peace now, and please watch over me whenever you can. i bet right now youre laughing at me looking at my ugly crying face trying to continue typing. im gonna fucking miss you bro. i wish i was there for you in your last couple days, maybe things wouldve been different. logan, i love you and im so proud that i get to call you my best friend my best man my brother. if you see toby let him know i say hi and take good care of him up there, i know you will. till we meet againlove,
your day 1
edit jan 1, 2024 - i finally beat elden ring bro, what a journey
edit march 26 '24- dude ELDEN RING DLC ANNOUNCED!!! watch me clear it

...ults

...other artists i love (no order)

IU
vin0
LAMP
NMIXX
YEULE
KIRYANO
TAEYEON
NEWJEANS
JONGHYUN
VELTPUNCH
YERIN BAEK
NOGIZAKA46
THE SUNDAYS
DREAM, IVORY
UCHU CONBINI
HINATAZAKA46
HIROSHI YOSHIMURA

...music

misogi - clairvoyant

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